"you reject my advances
and desperately
i will let you
let me down
so easily..."
r- i think besides the fact that you're literally one of the coolest guys i have ever known, the main reason i want you is because i absolutely cannot have you. 4 years says so, my friendship with L says so, + the fact that you wouldn't see me as more than a friend even if i was older says so. there is a line between admiration and adoration...not really sure when i crossed over.
d- the more distant you become, the more my mind is drifting to thoughts of breaking up.
please, please do something that will wow me back into sappy teen love with you. pretty sure that this is just pms talking, but i have been going through the pros and cons of breaking up. ugh. being melo-dramatic is idiotic.
i just don't want to be left alone in the summer...
