sorry JD, but i'm a dunderhead at heart.
across the universe kinda made my head spin.
some parts of it were designed for just that- (ex: "being for the benefit of mr. kite")
but alot of it was whimsical, clever, and passionate.
makes me want to throw paint all over the walls and start a revolution.
you drive me the most insane when you lose interest.
for some reason you give me this feeling, like a power trip almost,
whenever you let me know in some way or another that i have control of you.
even if it's just your dreams.
you do think too highly of yourself, this is for sure.
i'm gonna have to break you in like new shoes...but only if you promise the same.
weird right. but i honestly need someone like you to, for lack of a better phrase, tame me.
it does frustrate me that you close up whenever i try to get close.
i can practically feel you tensing up.
pried open so many shells just to find sand...
now i am convinced you've got a pearl but every time i reach for it
your shell clamps down on my fingers.
don't bite the hand that feeds (unless it slaps you first..)
but yes i am afraid of one thing and one thing only: the moment i find that pearl, i'll rip it out, dust it off, say it's not good enough and throw it back into the ocean.
then of course we'd start this whole damn thing all over again.
"the minute you let her under your skin then you begin to make it better."
HA.
