fall out boy/plain white t's/gym class heroes/cute is what we missed last night.
insane. awesome. the switch went back on for me.
although...this time around, when you grabbed people's hands,
it didn't seem like it was good for you.
it just seemed like another thing you had to do to keep us happy.
made me upset for a bit, but i thought about this;
you're actually being pretty noble.
even if your heart isn't in this one hundred percent, you're going to fake it as best you can.
(even though forever kids will see right through you)
patrick seemed to be in a fantastic mood.
i'm almost positive he recognized me this time.
not really sure how i know, i just know.
tom higgenson is a charmer.
honest to God he pointed at me.
but then again he also pointed at a bunch of other girls,
and i got the feeling he does it at every show.
regardless, he's very cute and brought a great energy to the stage.
travis mccoy- good Lord you are so oddly attractive in real life.
the way he ogled so many girls was so obvious and was hilarious in a hot way.
i'm telling people he was looking at a pretty girl in front of me,
but i swear we made extended eye contact during one song.
and i'm not this kind of girl at all, but i actually clapped when he said
"if you're sexy and you know it clap your hands,
if you're sexy and you know it clap your hands,
if you're sexy and you know it and you reallywannamakeoutwithmeaftertheshowthencometomybus and clap your hands!"
aha. what a character.
best night i've had in a long, long time.
the whole studying thing is really difficult lately.
got so much on my mind-
sometimes you just wanna dump it all out on the floor and throw away the bad stuff.
apparently my grandfather is a certified genius.
that makes me feel pretty good inside, i won't lie.
even if i don't have anything figured out,
it's nice to know that i at least have a shot- it's in my blood right?
my veins are filled with crimson, gold, and ink but i'm still just a sheep in lion's clothing.
so to speak.
i'm not a misunderstood prodigy.
mostly just misunderstood.
pretty stupid actually, in matters of the heart i mean.
my head seems to be screwed on right but my heart just seems to be screwed.
pretty sure i'm actually STARting to fall for you.
you won't trip me, but you won't catch me either.
it's very, very subtle- but things have changed between us.
and it breaks my heart more than if you had just stopped talking to me.
"i will dissolve into the dark beneath your bed"
